Not A Post for My Parents...

Since my attack threw up in my life in 2010 I've had no sex drive. This is apparently common. I wish it wasn't, but it is. 

Meds don't help either. They make things almost impossible to "work". 

Between flashbacks, the lack of desire, low self esteem, meds making things not blast off, etc... This might ruin my marriage. We've been thru hell but this is like oxygen to my marriage & right now, I'm suffocating. 

Therapist said to "cut off the crusts", basically throw him a bone because I love him but that's not a solution. I seriously feel repulsed. This is an area where I need fixing. This needs to be a non-issue. Science needs to help a sista out. 

*sigh* I know I keep promising those letters. Soon, I swear, I'm just not quite as "there" as I'd like to be.